there is a guy at work who is pretty cool. really. he likes the same music, plays in a band and also is a writer. he also (drum roll) reads the same genres I do. we have pretty cool conversations.. he invited me (well all of $work) to see him play at a local barContinue reading “shoulda fucking known!”
Monthly Archives: April 2003
lisa of nazareth
I like the idea of Satan being gay, sensitive, and living with his lover Chris on the west side of hell. It makes me giggle and it seems plausible for some reason. It’s Easter Sunday and I did learn one thing (other than my aunt Jackie is a cheapskate, she asked for (and received) aContinue reading “lisa of nazareth”
At Bay
it’s 1am and i have to be up in several hours to sling coffee for jesus. i cannot sleep and anxiety steals upon me like a thief. so much is left unsaid, deep in our consciousness. we are so polite and benign to each other that we forgot how to feel. and if we sayContinue reading “At Bay”
pet peeve
having fairly lucid conversations with someone only to have that person disappear in mid-convo. Especailly when the conversation was fairly personal. I really fucking hate that shit. really.
little orphan lisa
[Entry: it includes drugs, rape, family and all your usual suspects.] Today I declare myself an orphan. Really. I’m not kidding. It started when my brother called me the other night and told me that he had received the bills from his hospital stays and so far the debt is mounting in the thousands. He’sContinue reading “little orphan lisa”
Not Casual Thrusday
Introspection aka whining. when i moved back to MI, everyone including paul thought that i was going to start sleeping with Danny again. Everyone, including my brother, friends, family, etc. And I told them ‘No. It’s not happening.’ And it didn’t. It hasn’t and it won’t and I just laid that on the line tonightContinue reading “Not Casual Thrusday”
Europe for Tall people
I’m writing this down for me, not for you. I’m writing this down to remind me in 3.5 months what I need to remember the most: to be myself. I’m writing this down so that I can remember what I was like before and can compare it for after. As many of you have known,Continue reading “Europe for Tall people”
Lisa’s an Idiot
We are now gong to sing a song called “lisa’s an idiot”. WHY DO I DO THIS? WHY! Paul’s moping about how he has no where or no place to go for Easter, and even though i already made plans to go spend it with my mom and three of my aunts I invited himContinue reading “Lisa’s an Idiot”
um okay
did i just indirectly e-mail boy-who-lives-across-the-sea and tell him how much i liked him liked him? oh dear god, i hope not. hahahaha
Daniel Cleaver
We all have a Daniel Cleaver in our life. The one person who we will fling ourselves at and we think that we are in love with, blinded by how they treat us because of how we feel for them and that we will save them no matter what, even when they treat us likeContinue reading “Daniel Cleaver”