happy new years eve

I have a crush on someone and have for a long time. We are seperated by a great distance and there was always a hint of a little something something. I’ve kept myself in check because the relationship is decidedly one sided and I couldn’t deal with it anymore. I had to make a stand for myself and so I did.

(snipped letter I had here for all of five minutes)

This wasn’t about romance or what have you but it was about respect. I just ended a horrid relationship where respect was not a trait and I want AND need to be friends with people who will give back to me what i give to them.

It took me four hours to write a few paragraphs.

He IM’d me at 11:58pm to wish me a Happy New Year.