hate

i’ve seen you
but i cant hear you
i’ve felt you
but i cant taste you
spinning around in this dream
not sure what it all really means
the words ring hollow through my head
your pointing a gun
it’s cocked and loaded

sometimes i feel you
next to me at night
other times are broken promises
of dreams left unfulfilled

you left me with nary a word

and where is this all going
for surely i do not know

i just know i hate you
and love you still