i keep coming back

on July 16th 1998, i had made the decision while at work one day to start doing an on-line journal. this wasn’t anything really new to me, other than the fact that i had been writing and posting my journals on and off for about 3 years before that. however, i never had any continuity … Continue reading “i keep coming back”

blue spot

sex to me is very important. important enough that when i had started thinking of the blue spot during sex, it indicated to me something was going on. i always compare my mind to a hard-drive: always spinning — shifting data around to accommodate where it will best fit. i also term myself multi-tasking. Computer … Continue reading “blue spot”

big sister is watching you

i remember the first time i got on irc. it must have been in 1994 or 1995. after several unsuccessful attempts, i finally found a channel, called #nin that i liked and was joining on odd occasions (re: when i should have been in class). one day, this character ladydeth and i were sitting around yacking, … Continue reading “big sister is watching you”